Not sure where to start

There is an old saying that goes something like... When life gives you lemons make Lemonade. Through my life I was given lemons but they were always rotten lemons so there is no making lemonade out of those. I sit here and I keep hoping the words will come to me, the words I have wanted to say for so long but never knew how. Today I looked on Facebook and saw that my friend had started a blog about her life... I thought it would be some simple story about hating their parents for this or that reason. What I didn't think I would read was Abuse. It made we want to cry because no one should have to suffer through that pain it breaks my heart that there are people out there who would abuse those they say they "Love". my question is what is "LOVE" if your abuser always says "I do this because I love you". I will probably end up pissing off my family with my blog but you may ask do I really care? The answer is NO. I deserve to be able to tell the truth to anyone and EVERYONE! Maybe once I speak out I can let go of the past that has held me captive for so many years. It is my turn to be free of the painful past.